The problem, I'm going to guess, with what you are doing is...fees. Look at how much you are being charged each time you add to your positions...then calculate how much the stock would have to move to get that back to break even.
There are better ways.
And your entire portfolio is basically a SPY mini index but carries huge individual stock risk. You would have a lot less risk and enough capital to spread it around just selling wide options spreads waaaay out of the money.