Oh man, yoyomama. I'm surprised that the masses on here have not whipped you silly for your sins.

I recall, way back when, when I first started back up, all the articles and books I'd read on how robotic and emotionless we had to be in order to be successful. I remember the first trade, making something like $100 and being happy with it, and doing it again and again, and even being happy with $50-60 trades, then steadily moving up to $400-800 trades and then a few over $2,000.